Hello me, four years ago..!
Well, how's your second year of your second high school going? Pretty great huh? Yep, all new classes, friends, relationships, etc.. It couldn't be any better right?
Hahaha, how wrong were we? SO WRONG.
First things first, those 'friends'? GET RID OF THEM!
You won't need them in four years, believe me.
Bullying will still happen, by your 'friends' but you won't notice it.
Secondly, Boys. Your first 'relationship' is coming soon, and it will be soooooo worthless and boring but you will feel on top of the world, but yeah, it will be pointless. BUT it's gonna be a sad time for you and you WILL get over him, casually, oh and you maybe shouldn't have used him to dump someone else cause of the F word.. (ew Feelings..), slightly mean but guess what, it was mutual and it didn't even matter anyway.
GCSE's will SUCK! All those year 11's telling you that they are SOOO HARD and that you will probably FAIL LIFE.. But guess what bitch, they won't mean anything when you get older, unless you wanted to be a mathematician or a doctor, and lets be honest, not gonna happen that is it? But guess what, you will get into college and thats all that counts at that moment in time right?
Okay, I know what you're going through right now is (kind of) stressful, but guess what! It's gonna get a teeny bit worse.. Your life will change, both educational and personal and it is going to be a living hell.
Ayyyyy you're sixteen!!!! Woo frikkin hoo eh?
Harry Potter ended this year.. and you will really really REALLY care in three years time.. You're gonna care like, WAAAAAY too much. Sorry not sorry.
GCSE's are done and you passed some stuff that won't mean anything at all.. College is just around the corner and it's gonna get SUPER SUCKY.
What you wanted for years is happening finally, but just stick together because it will be super hard for everyone, The things you've witnessed will be the worst thing probably in your teenage life and I know it's difficult to keep slightly civil right now but just hang in there for a few weeks, as hard as it may be. You're gonna feel sooo depressed and lonely for a few months but I PROMISE you that it will get so much better!
You and your family will be super close, super protective and you're gonna get super weird.. and you're gonna fricking love it.
Your friends will drift off, relationships will break apart and you have never been so mentally strong with all the bullshit thats been going on. Be proud of yourself.
You look great, do not worry about your weight cause girl, you're way skinnier there than you are now and by the way, we still look pretty good, even with the extra chunks of timber in the right places.
Family is all that matters right now and honestly I wish I could show you how your life will get greater, new jobs, new friends, best friends even that you haven't even met yet!
You're gonna see the world from a crazy new perspective and you will love it.
But please, sort those eyebrows out, for the sake of humanity and by the way, eat better!
Yup, your health will go down the drains next year!!
Good luck!!!
Sincerely,
your nineteen year old self xo
